Well recently I haven’t been taking pictures I have really been lacking inspiration as of late. I seriously feel like im growing tired of this I don’t have that spark and interest as I use to. I dont remember what its like to be excited to go out and take pictures. I was happiest when I took pictures of whatever and tried so badly to make them into something beautiful. Now I just feel nothing, there is still some thrill but nothing major. Maybe im just growing and developing. Even though I don’t feel that excitement anymore I feel like my work is progressing, feels like my visions are finally being translated through my work. For example, my final in my photo class was an open assignment so I knew I needed to go above and beyond with this. Gotta show what I can do and I have to say I am really proud with my results. Its weird and interesting and everything about it screams me! I knew that I wanted to incorporate a psychadelic experience into the images as well as inspiration from Gerhard Richter(If you haven’t heard of him look him up, he is Genius.) So I obviously turned to Crystal Castles(band) because lets face it they are basically drugs! Anyway, I seriously feel like if you listen to Crystal Castles and look at these images you will understand. Enjoy!
I know its been a while since i’ve updated but I havent been photographing lately. My mind hasnt been in its right place for a while. But after months I actually came around to getting back on track. I asked Tessa a while ago if she would model for me but with the difference of schedules things got pushed back. We acually had time today to get a shoot in and things went awsome, but of course it is Tessa things are always awsome with that girl oh and her friend Amanda joined too!! On a side note I have been waiting to hear back from a college I am trying to tranfer to. Well I found out today I didnt get in, sucks but thats life, just gotta move on. Anyway, after editing these photos I thought about how bummed I was that I didnt get in but also thought how this photo shoot represents this moment. When I look back on these images i’ll think how mad, angry, depressed I was but also see how my life changed because I didnt go to that school. I just hope I can look back and laugh at myself for beating myself up over it and look at my life and see how i’ve progressed. (Trying to be optimistic here instead of my pessimistic self). Okay so besides all that check out these 90’s grunge images (So not what I was going for by the way but it worked so HA!!)